The One & Only 
kkays. im bak to update abt today le.
just now in th morning when i woke up,
and i caught the time 11.11am.
If you would miss me.
I doubt you will.
(Fyi, all this aint for my crush,
used com all th way until now.
went to find kors at 6plus just now.
we had a lot of fun.
keep on sing,
and was damn hyper.
but wat happened to me now?
i became emo, all of a sudden.
unstable emotions,
mood changes very quickly,
esp from hyper to emo.
but whn it comes to emo to hyper,
it takes a long long long time.
why is tat so?
i dont know.
i wonder whn did i become like this.
why did i become so emotional.
why am i always repeating myself?
Im like getting emo everyday,
Because of you?
I really really missed the time sms-ing you.
I enjoyed it alot.
But its impossible that it would happen....
..............Again...
Why did you still bother to come and ask me,
Mr Tan's and McDelivery's number?
Or is it just on purpose?
You should know the numbers in the first place.
I have given you Mr Tan's number before.
As for McDelivery's number,
You could just check on the internet!
You know, when you talked to me on msn,
I didnt want to reply you.
But since you are just asking for number,
I thought I would just reply you.
Where were you when I really needed you?
You werent by my side,
Instead, I think,
You are with other girls?
Or even flirting with them?
I dont want to think this way,
But thats what a lot of ppl do.
Why must you do this to me,
A innocent gal?
Yes, Im shameless,
To say Im innocent,
But if Im not innocent,
You are worse.
I think about it one whole night,
If I should stead with you.
But in the end,
You did this to me.
You say you want to go library to study with me,
I said ok, and I was trying to push away some things,
Just to go with you.
Yes, I did have a free day to go out with you.
I decided not to go out with my primary school friends anymore,
And go with you to the library.
But this is what happened.
I thought of going with them on friday,
Since we broke up,
But, I wasnt in the mood to go,
And so we decided to postpone,
Without deciding any dates yet.
And now, I have no other chances to go out with them.
Cause they arent free.
I really want to meet up with them.
Its been a very very very long time since I met them,
And seriously,
All of them, ALL!
But my one and only chance,
Is gone, wasted.
At least I could meet up with SOME of them,
I treat this chance preciously.
But just because of you,
I pushed it away to go out with you,
Im not blaming on you.
But I really hate it when this happens.
I wonder if I should hate you?
For making me hurt so much,
Both emotionally and physically.
Or should I thank you?
For letting me learn my lesson,
Not to get taken in by guys so easily?
I want to tell you all this personally,
But I dont know how can i face you again.
Why are all this happening?
I had put my 100% in the relationship since we started.
But I guess, you aint.
I want to thank all my friends,
For comforting me.
I want to thank chris for cheering me up,
And lending me a shoulder to cry on,
And lending me a listening ear.
I want to thank kors for cheering me up.
But where were you?
You are just simply happy,
Enjoying the holiday.
Maybe I should just forget you.
I have been saying that,
But can I? I cant.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:35 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥