The One & Only 
hiie everyone.......
kkays. here to post.
yes, i was thinking abt smth ytd night.
slept at only 6plus.
slept for 5h lyk tat......
woke up at 11am
ltr got cca chalet/bbq.
of course, im not staying overnight.
gonna go meet rebecca,
outside sch at 5.30pm
coz she got aem,
so i wait for her and we go tgt loh.
im tinking to take taxi thr.
i wonder from BB mrt to bedok mrt nid how long. D:
if take very long,
thn i would rather take taxi.
gonna wear my fbt shorts and fbt tee.
both fbt... -.-"
and gonna bring extra shirt just in case.
hope can go the bowling alley and play :D
im gonna chiong bowling manzx.
i heartz bowling too :D
and bball and badminton.
tmr gonna play bball w wanxin.
sad rebecca cannot go,
coz she got aem this whole week D:
i wanted to go,
but in th end decided not to go.
she say i shld go,
coz she alone not fun.
i wonder who else in our class got go.
nvm, im not gonna care.
ltr can go ask rebecca.
okays. shall end this post here.
Wanxin: yup. chris is using his own name, since i put him as bf at the loved ones thr. so dun nidda hide his name anymore. i dun tink he knws you? of course zoey is cute. but she is too cheeky. cannot stand her loh., ytd go use th massage stick hit me. freaking pain sia.
Christopher: kkays. i will try not to think abt him anymore. i will cheer up de. :) i wouldn't do silly things agn. yes, i knw one day those things will be off my head, but it will take a lot of time. ): i saw th msg liao le. :) Love you too :)
I ask myself to forget you,
And the incident that happened.
But I just cant do it.
Its really carved in my heart,
Very very very deeply.
I dont want it to happen,
But i cant do anything if it happens too.
I wish I could do something,
But I cant... I have no choice.
Im repeating myself, I know.
But why am I doing this?
I hope it wouldnt happen again,
But can I stop things from happening.
Take an accident for example.
Can you stop it from happening?
No you cant.
I wish I have a time machine,
To take me back to the past,
Where everything was still okay.
But its impossible.
Not as if I have doraemon with me.
If I really have one,
I could have done anything I want to.
But is it possible for me to do it?
No it is not.
Rachel, stop thinking about all this.
Its all your own wishful thinking.
Dont think about him anymore.
He doesnt love you anymore,
Maybe he does,
But he hurt you deeply,
So why should you think about him so much?
And cry bacause of him?
It isnt worth it.
Im telling myself all this,
But I cant do it.
And I cry because of you,
Everynight.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 12:29 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥