The One & Only 
I want to know, why is it so difficult to say 'I Love You'. It is just 3 words, but yet, it is so difficult to be pronounce. I remembered once, you asked me, what do I feel like doing most at that point of time, and deep within my heart, the answer was, 'To be with you.'
I got hurt, again and again, even before the wound in y heart has been healed. Why is everything happening, when my wounds aint even healed yet. Hurt and hurt, again and again. I wish someone would know how I feel. But, I dont wan the person to be hurt.
I love him so much, yet he deosnt know. But I'm willing to suffer alone, and wait for him. I'm really really sick and tired of faking a smile already. I'm getting hurt over and over again. It is so hard to fake a smile, when I'm so hurt inside, as if a knife just went pass it.
I really want my true smile back. I'm hurting so much inside, I'm tearing inside, but I have to fake a smile, on the outside. I wish I have the courage to tell you how I feel, how much I want you to be by my side. But I dont have it with me, I wonder, where has it gone to.
I really really want to tell you, how much I care for you, and how much I love you. People ask why I like you. I dare not answer them, but inside my heart, I know very well, I love you for who you are.
I just want you to treat me as your mei. I just want you to be happy. Thats all. But I dont even know, if you are happy anot. I really wnt to know. I'm willing to wait for you. I wish I could tell you all my sorrows and troubles. I wish you are by my side when I need comfort and care. I have a lot a lot to tell you. But I have no courage to do so.
I want to hug you, and never let you go. But, I dont have the chance to even hug you. I hope all my dreams would become reality. Will you make it happen? Whenever I see you walking by, I wish I was walking beside you, and not sitting at a side, looking at you from far.
Someone once told me, "You should confess to him, and not sit at a side to wait. Nothing will happen. You should confess to him, and see if he avoids you. If he did ignore you, give up on him. If he doesnt avoid you, good for you then. It means that his feelings for you are the same."
I love you.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:54 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥