The One & Only 
I feel confused. I feel sad. I really dont know what I should do now. Can someone tell me what I should do? How I wish I have a shoulder to cry now right now, this second. I always try very hard, not to stare at you, when you appear. All I can do, is keep quiet, and withstand the pain, inside my heart. I want to tell you, 'I love you'. But I dont have the courage to. I miss you, and I will wait for you.
I wish that you would tell me that you love me. But I know its impossible. Though I know that, but I will always wait for you. My heart is hurting for you. But Im willing to. Cause I love you. I need you, but Im unable to say anything. I keep thinking back to the past, the times where I hang out with you, the times when I chatted with you on the phone a lot, the time where you werent so cold towards me. I'm putting on a strong front, but do people even care how I feel inside? No one knows how I really feel inside. I'm smiling on the outside, but the fact is, I'm tearing on the inside. Im hurting a lot a lot. I wish I could just end everything right now.
I love you, it's just three words, three syllabus, one short sentence, one meaning, eight letters. But why is it so hard to say it out? I really want to know. Someone please tell me the answer. <Im willing to suffer, as long as you are happy. But I dont even know if you are happy or not. Cause, we aint talking to each other much now. I really miss you a lot. I want to hang out with you and chat with you. But I dont have the chance to.
I wish I can tell you, all my sorrows and troubles. I want you to be by my side, to love me and be loved by me. But I know, I am not the one you love. I have a lot to tell you. I want you to know, How much I love you, how much I care for you. But I dont have the courage and chance to tell you. You once told me, you would lend me your shoulder and ears, when I have any troubles. But would it happen? I doubt so.
I want to hug you, and never let you go.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 4:30 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥