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hiie... mei's frenz. today is quite a emo day for mei.
btw, this is Benjamin kor.
today, met her and she was feeling down.
She may be happy in sch, but in her heart, she isnt reali happy.
she cried whn she talked t us abt her feelings.
How she feel and everything.
She said tat she feel tat her *HIM* is somehow lyk avoiding her.
we told her not to think too much.
And she said she wasnt!
nowadays, mei has been quite emo.
thou she is hyper whn she is w us, sometimes whn she go home, she will suddenly get emo de.
she is crying right now, and im trying to cool her down.
fyi, it's a tough job...
she is crying real hard rite nw, and its difficult for her to stop in a short time.
she hurt her leg juz now.
and wat was she wishing for?
she said she wished tat *HE* was thr w her.
but she said it was impossible.
She wants to think positive lyk wat her fren has advised her, and we did too, but she is too hurt.
whnever after she hurts, we tell her t tell herself t be string and she wont be hurt anymore.
but wat happened?
she got hurt over and over agn.
she has lots of problems nowadays.
at home, in school, and many others.
i shall not mention her problems here.
its too personal for her.
she may look strong on th outside, but is she strong in th inside?
no, she isnt...
ppl, she may get vry moody tmr.
so, dun lyk blame her if she does anything tat make u unhappy.
she can be happy, but its all fake happiness.
wat she wish for now is true happiness.
all she wants is TRUE HAPPINESS and no more fake happiness.
guess wat she said to me...
she said: "if i die one day, if i leave th world one day, would he ever care for me? would he even notice me when im in front of him? Would he ever notice me?"
her emotions are vry unstable nw.
she can juz suddenly become emo...
dis is th first time i have ever heard her saying this kind of things.
abt dying and leavin th world one day.
its reali vry sad t see her lyk dis.
she was still hyper juz nw.
and after juz abt less thn 2 hour, she became emo.
thou she has a bf, but is she reali happy w him?
i dun tink so...
she wishes t be w th *HIM* she reali loves.
haix....
mei, pls dun be lyk dis...
its reali sad to see u lyk dis.
and to mei's kah fai kor:
erm... rmb wat i said to u bah.
and btw, its me who smsed w u...
mei doesnt knw abt wat we talked abt.
i wouldnt tell her.
will sms u another day.
maybe tmr.
okays... i shall continue to go comfort her bah.
byes ppl....
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