The One & Only 
hiie peeps. th normal me is bak le.
aint vry hyper aint vry emo.
im a lil emo and a lil hyper.
okays. weird me rite?
morning idk why,
i got emo suddenly.
maybe coz of ytd.
i cried a lot ytd.
coz of *HIM*.
i feel tat im lyk drifting futher and further away from *HIM*.
whenever im in front of him,
i cant be my normal self.
if call him t chat,
i wont be able t tink of topics t chat w him abt.
and nowadays,
im aint chatting w *HIM*.
he doesnt reali reply my sms, or in msn.
i reali have no other ways t chat w him le.
i feel as if he is avoiding me.
but is he? idk...
i wan th old *HIM* bak!
i wan th *HIM* tat cares for me,
th *HIM* tat chatted w me everyday last time.
but... haix.....
i miss th time whn we walked alone silently,
th time whn he cared for me,
th time whn i chatted w him happily,
th time whn he touched my hand,
th time tat we took a bus alone,
th time tat we took a mrt alone,
th time he sat beside me,
i cried real hard ytd.
thou i went t bed at 11pm,
but i slept only at 12.30am or 1am.
in th middle of th nite,
at abt 3am lyk tat,
i woke up.
coz leg sddenly cramped.
is irritating lah.
its damn painful.
and i cant get bak t slp,
until abt 4am thn i slept.
at tat time,
i suddenly tink of *HIM* agn.
i reali miss th happy times i had w *HIM*.
thou more happy things happened b4 i had feelings for him.
haix. i dun wanna tok abt him anymore.
all i knw is, my life sux nowadays.
okays. today:
geog (1 period):
complete th notes,
and did mindmap also.
sci (2 periods):
went t sci lab.
thn did experiment thingy.
stir until my hand damn tired.
recess:
me and rebecca walked pass th sec 4 class,
w fowziya, marjaanaa and umaa.
dunno which one of them wanna see her guy lah.
thn another one of them wan go walk pass sec 3 class.
thn wanna pull me along t see my *HIM*.
but i didnt wanna go.
i dun wanna tink abt th things agn.
sat at th booth lah.
DTHE (3 periods):
got free periods.
mr siraj nvr come.
so got mr ahmad.
and mr goh came,
but he didnt care abt us much.
me and rebecca done w our stuffs liao,
so we was sitting thr,
so called hyper-ing.
was damn siao one lah.
we keep laugh laugh laugh for nth.
thn we doodled on my fullscap pad.
was freaking siao one lah.
thn mr ahmad sign on th paper. hahas.
we made him sign.
thn we laugh laugh laugh.
mr ahmad joked w us also.
eng (1 period):
oral presentation.
today th ppl tat presented was quite soft loh.
thn today ms purana tell us our actual mark.
mine is 11.5....
math (1 period):
did test.
only 3 qns de.
but was damn easy one lah.
can get full marks de loh.
unless got carelessmistake or watever lah.
thn after tat,
sit down at canteen,
pei wanxin lah.
thn she buy liao come bak,
say me and rebecca dun nid pei her liao le.
she ask junior pei her.
so we left loh.
thn went opp lah.
and tn went bus stop.
thn go up bus,
alight.
thn went park for a while.
find kors and squid.
they comforted me.
they asked me y i cried ytd.
and as i told them,
i cried agn loh.
thn they all was lyk speechless?
but keep sayin "dun cry lah."
thn all gave me a hug.
squid gave me a hug also.
he hug damn long.
thn i was lyk wth....
but i reali appreciate their care and concern.
haix. how i wish it was *HIM* tat gave me th hug.
thn after tat,
whn i hab cooled down,
they sent me home lah.
same thing. help me carry bag also.
ahhhhh!!!!!!!!! tmr wear whites!!!!!!
okays. byes.
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Everlasting Love♥