The One & Only 
When they need me for help,
they come to me.
But when they don't need any help,
I'm just being kicked aside.
Maybe I'm just an extra in this world.
No one gives a damn anyways.
I really don't know what to do.
I simply hate this feeling.
I don't know if I should quit SL.
I want to quit,
but I don't want to also.
I enjoy planning activities,
and tournaments,
but no one wants to work with me.
I bet the committee hates me.
For all the meetings and stuffs.
I'm always the one,
they vent anger on,
especially someone.
(She should know who she is.)
Whenever I sms them to inform about meeting,
She didn't want any,
and I would be her punching bag,
seeing all her smses,
with the f word in it and etc.
Another one.
I got blamed for not imforming her (another person),
about meetings.
I wasn't at any fault.
There wasn't any general meetings.
How do I inform her about meetings?
We only had one general meeting this year.
And I did inform her about that.
The others were all meetings,
for exco members,
and sports cca members.
She ain't in sports cca,
she ain't in the exco.
She complained.
And scolded another exco member.
Until now,
she's still giving me attitude.
What does she want me to do?!
I'm really at a lost already.
Guess people are just hating me one by one,
because of SL bahs.
I can still remember clearly,
what happened on 26 Feb 2009.
I can remember clearly.
What the chairperson of SL did,
and how he scolded me in front of my friends,
And he even said he didn't raise his voice at me,
WHEN HE DID!
And it was so loud that,
From outside the girls toilet,
he was shouting.
It could be heard from the BB room.
People can say,
forgive and forget.
But I can't do it.
I really can't.
Although he apologised,
but it wasn't his sincere sorry.
He didn't informed me to do anything,
and yet he scolded me for not doing work.
He should be happy I drew it out for him,
though he didn't asked me to do it.
AND YET HE STILL SCOLDED ME.
I really cannot take that.
I really don't know.
Maybe I shall just quit.
It doesn't make any difference,
whether I stay or not.
Sometimes,
I feel that I'm just someone,
who is being used in SL.
When no one needs me to do things,
I'm abandoned aside.
When they needed me,
they would come to me.,
and ask me to do things.
And some people,
simply find fault with me.
Sorry for all this bahs.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 8:40 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥