The One & Only 
hiie. kays. posting time now le.
having headache now.
most probably will slp at 10pm,
once i finish watching th 9pm show.
today last episode mah.
morning,
woke up late.
thn faster go change,
wash up, tie hair,
thn i go sch liao le.
reach sch tat time,
was like quite late le.
the song play le.
thn ms ong came in.
followed by mdm thilagam.
thn sing national anthem,
say pledge,
thn got a lot of toking thingy.
so we did our CR during tat time.
took temp after tat.
thn 2 periods of science.
go trhu wb loh.
mr gan today mood not vry th good.
but we also keep play a fool lah.
mr gan also.
thn keep on kenna distracted by us.
1 period of history.
mdm geetha nvr come D:
thn mr huang came in.
did ws loh.
i vry th guai today.
not lazy. did 2 qns in sch. hahas.
thn recess time.
went to locker take books.
thn went to buy food and drinks.
rebecca took wanxin's wallet.
thn passed to me from under table.
and i passed to khaliesa.
khaliesa put in her pocket.
and wanxin didnt even knw wors.
thn keep come find me and rebecca. lols.
2 periods of mt.
did letter writing.
i finished th letter writing first.
thn nidda send someone go get temp takig thingy.
so mdm gao ask me go take loh.
thn i strolled down.
damn lazy liao le.
saw Kah Fai kor, Hong Sing, Brian.
smiled to kah fai kor loh.
thn went bak.
all took temp.
and thn tamil and mlay students came bak.
they "took" temp.
and thn i bring th thingy down agn.
come bak tat time,
ms purana haven come.
2 period of eng.
go thru hol hw loh.
and thn nth much liao le i tink.
2 periods of math.
did ex 7c loh.
for spheres.
thn i was like...
my tuition cher teach me liao right?
thn i nvr reali listen to cher tok.
got a lot of hw sia. D:
thn after class,
went locker put books,
thn went to do councillor duty,
and went bak for YAC meeting.
thn after tat went to find mr lam.
cannot find him.
waited for damn long.
and i got hungry. hahahs.
thn left sch at 3.50pm.
went opp sch loh.
thn went to take bus.
saw dorothea in bus. :D
hahas. smiled to her when go up,
when i alighting,
we waved bye bye to each other.
thn went home.
after tat, shower,
and went to find kors, chris, and their friends.
thn went 7-11 buy magazines loh.
and thn came home le.
they all walked w me :)
tyty :D hahhahas.
thn khadijah asked me wat i gonna wear tmr.
sch uni or home clothes.
thn she ask u and gang summore.
thn i was like...
i got gang wors. hahahs.
thn after a while,
ivy msged me and asked me th wat i wearing also. hahas.
thn on msn,
syifaa asked me wat to do for art.
and when i telling her,
loga called and ask me same thing.
i was like... whr got such thing one.
such a coincidence.
thn now im watching tv loh.
damn funny sia. lols.
for my blogshop,
i will do it by this week.
but not now.
im doing hw,
and got vry bad headache.
kays... tmr going watch movie w jj and wesley! :D
we watching ice age 3 :D
hahas. to celebrate jj's bday.
kays. shall end my post here.
byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 8:24 PM
The One & Only
Harlooooooo!!!!!!!
im posting for today.
morning,
woke up at 9.45am?
sucha miracle.
asked ivy out.
and she say can come out.
thn she say her mum vry th qianbian.
was freaking lazy to take bus.
so i took a taxi loh.
thn meet ivy at wm.
went to arcade and play.
played bball alot.
and played photo hunt.
giving us a headache. lols.
we played the bowling too.
hahas. we are siao :D
see ppl play DDR loh.
we played th hammer thingy.
hit th mouse. hahas.
i was playing lah.
catch some sweets to eat. :D
yea. tats all bahs.
high score for me and ivy,
for bball join play is 434.
thn high score for myself is 407.
but i cnt break my own record.
today got 398 only D:
thn high score for me and rebecca is 451. :D
hahas. bball rox loh. its fun lah.
thn play until my hand and leg like jelly le.
we decided to go mac and sit.
ate fries.
thn got this bgf sit at the table beside us lah.
they 谈恋爱 down there.
me and ivy was looking at them. lols.
talked abt *HIM*, chris, someone,
and smth. hahas.
thn left mac at 5pm.
coz ivy have t go bak home le.
so i came bak home also loh.
walked under the drizzle.
so nice :D
singing under th rain :D
yea, i was singing. hahas.
but got no one around mah.
thn came home.
going to find chris and kors ltr.
kays. shall end th post here le. byes.
reply of tags:
ying chyi: im well. :) coz i haven upload th pics. Gonna upload this few days bah. damn lazy loh. and haven eve touc my hw tat have to be handed in tmr. :S i try to upload asap. And its not officially open. when i open le will go and tag u de :)
Christopher: thx for your tag :)
♥ Emilia: thx for ur tag. yup. we will tag each other more often :) hahas.
beckyy: thx for ur tag yeas. :)
Wanxin: yup. i was. hahas.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 5:49 PM
The One & Only
I was thinking of you.
Why do I kep thinking of you?
Yes, I do think of *HIM* also.
But he didnt hurt me.
You hurt me,
Deeply in my heart.
I'm always saying all this things.
I know Im repeatig myself.
But just cant forget about it.
I want to forget it.
But I really cant do it.
Seeing you online,
I want to talk to you.
Yes, I did open your chat window.
I did type a hiie.
But instead of pressing enter,
I pressed backspace,
And i click on the cross on top.
Why am I torturing myself,
By not forgetting what you did to me?
Did you toy with my feelings?
Am I really so dumb,
To be taken in by you?
I really dont know.
Someone, please tell me the answer.
Is he really toying with my feelings?
I broke up with Chris,
Because of you,
And we broke up just 7 days,
Before our 4 months anniversary.
We should be "celebrating",
Our 5th month together,
In 5 days time.
But, we cant anymore.
Cause we broke up,
And patched back only on 14 June.
So we can only celebrate one month anniversary again.
What about me and you?
One day?
Is there such thing?
Yes, I had a one day relationship before.
But it wasnt like this.
I didnt break up,
And then stead, and break up,
And then patch back again.
No, it didnt happen.
This is so hurting.
And until now,
My wound is left unhealed.
How I wish it would just leave a scar,
Rather than having a wound unhealed.
You should know.
A wound unhealed,
Is more painful than having a scar.
All this happened about one month ago le.
But I still cannot forget about it.
I really wish,
I could hav a happy life.
But it is all ruined.
I thought of giving up on myself.
You should very well know what it means.
But,it didnt succeed.
My kors stopped me.
They stopped me in time.
I did it three times.
But it all didnt succeed.
All three times,
Are cause of relationships,
Love life and everything.
For the second time I did,
It was cause,
I was really feeling very down,
And whats more,
Its during exam period.
And I was feeling very stressed up.
I ended up cutting myself.
Yes, all the cuts werent deep enough,
To take my life away.
But do you even know how painful it is?
You hurt me both emotionally,
And also physically.
Do you really feel happy,
To see girls being dumped,
And their feelings toyed?
If yes, Im willing to let you do it on me,
But dont hurt other girls anymore.
You wont understand a girls feelings.
I would rather let you toy with my feelings,
Than letting other girls get hurt,
By you.
I dont know why,
Whenever my kors ask me not to think about you,
Say you are a jerk,
Say you are a playboy,
I would say you arent one.
Why am I doing this?
You hurt meso deeply,
Yet Im sort of speaking up for you.
Please, dont hurt other girls like this.
Be a guy, who girls can trust.
Dont be someone,
Who toys with a girl's feeling.
Be trueful to a girl.
And dont hurt them.
You wont know what they might do.
I really want to thank my kors,
For stopping me in time.
And do you know that,
Theres one time,
I was even being brought to the hospital?
But I was admitted.
The doctor bandage my wound,
But I took the bandage out.
I didnt let my mum know about it.
If they didnt bring me to the hospital,
If they didnt stop me in time,
I dont think I would even be in this world now.
I just want to stop thinking about it,
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:47 PM
The One & Only
Hiie people. Here to post now le.
Morning woke up at 9.50pm.
then slack on bed,
think about someone.
Went to wash up and shower after that,
and ate breakfast.
played with zoey for a while.
And in the end,
she dont let me go for tuition.
Hugged onto my leg.
and when she was not looking at me,
i ran down th stairs and out of th gate.
she was like shouting for my name.
thn wave bye bye to her.
took taxi to west mall.
coz i missed th bus.
and i dun wanna run after it.
went to arcade and play.
played bball.
i dunno why my bball sux so much today.
played DDR.
sux too.
i feel so restless today.
took mrt to gombak for tuition.
12pm to 2.20pm?
2h 20min loh...
shld be 2hour only...
after tuition,
took mrt to JE.
thn saw randy in th train.
so i called him and said hiie to each other.
changed train and went to jurong point.
shopped around myself.
went to find chris for a while.
and kors also lah.
bought some things.
went arcade after tat.
as usual, bball.
but th machine thr sux lah.
went to th other arcade,
caught a monster inc toy.
with $1... lucky me.
thn walked around agn.
went McDonalds to eat.
thn went to catch bear at arcade agn.
caught another of tat monster inc toy.
with another $1. damn lucky sia.
thn went to meet my mum.
and he said she wanna eat.
so she eat at food court,
and i read my book.
thn went to buy yoghurt to eat.
and came home after tat.
and im using com.
called jj and wesley.
thn call one liao, hang up,
call th other one,
thn call bak.
like helping them pass msg siol.
okays. nth much le.
byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 8:56 PM
The One & Only
okays. im here to post for today le.
woke up at 12pm today.
imma late waker,
pig or watever u wanna say.
thn on com,
read book.
and i finished reading th book le,
went to eat lunch.
after lunch,
bak to use com.
thn as usual loh. use com,
read another book.
"chasing boys"
read more than 1/4, less thn 1/2.
thn shower,
eat dinner,
went out.
went woodlands,
to shoot duckies.
i shoot th ducks,
as if i'm shooting my enemy.
decided not to do blogshop today.
tmr thn i do it up.
have tuition tmr from 12 to 2pm.
sianzx loh... dun feel like going.
kays. nth le. byes.
reply of tags.
Christopher: of course imma gd gal lah. :D I also dunno why i was so hyper tat day. But i aint hyper today.... no mood to be tat hyper lah. keep on thinking about it.
iivy: yup... i knw... of course fun lah. wx and rebecca had most fun one loh. french fries fight summore. and thn they make the chilli and fries.... -.-" they damn siao. 2 councillors like tat. so naughty right?
♥Emilia: kays. will try to tag u more often next time too. i knw i dun tag u often.
Christopher: i also agree with ivy myself.... nah. i tmr thn do. didnt do ytd and today. im just too lazy. imma lazy gal u knw. i wont get sick so easily de lah. U sure u nt jealous? Yup... they from jonathan kor's sch de. oh? u knw them? i will try to be happy.
iivy: coz i like to thn here and thr mah. jkjk.
Wanxin: i have got nth to say?
Benjamin kor: yalo. naughty boi. why so long nvr come and tag me? maybe he is a jerk. but maybe he isnt. damn it... why am i speaking up for him? hais. i knw u guys are by my side. *HE* isnt reali by my side anws. We dun tok to each other much nowadays. and we are drifting apart liao le.
Wan Ting jie: hiie jie :) thx for tagging me yeas? i will take care de. yup.. long time nvr see u le. kays. cya soon too. :)
Hais... Why am I speaking up for you?
Maybe you are a jerk?
And maybe you are not one?
I really dont know about that.
All I know is that....
You hurt me deeply.
You left a wound in my heart.
A wound unhealed,
Hurts alot,
But a scar dont hurt at all.
I would rather it left a scar,
Then the wound unhealed.
Do you know how I feel now?
I doubt you do.
People say you are a jerk,
You are a playboy,
You are a flirt.
But all this things,
I didnt put it in my heart,
But i think the different way.
Maybe I hate you,
Maybe I dont.
But I dont want to cry because of you again.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 11:48 AM
The One & Only
Happy birthday elvis...
decided to do blogshop tmr.
coz im unable to upload my pics today.
sianzx. sunday youth day.
got tuition.
maybe after tat go play bball.
today...
morning,
woke up 6.30am...
as usual lah...
thn went to sch...
tot wanxin in sch liao.
in th end song play liao thn she come.
went to do duty.
marjaanaa and wanxin,
did for lower sec lah.
thn me and rebecca,
did for upp sec... lols.
thn did upstairs le,
went to 1st floor.
saw wanxin and marjaanaa.
thn when walking...
i saw kah fai kor.
naughty boy arh.
late for sch. lols.
thn went to general office.
put th files bak.
and thn went bak class.
did our reading thingy.
thn finish liao,
read story book loh.
"hook up or break up"
book 3 lah...
thn after tat 2 periods of MT.
go thru tb thingy.
thn 2 periods of art.
all slowly go to art room. damn sianzx.
after tat was recess.
walked pass *HIS* class,
and your class too.
When I see you,
I was thinking,
Wouldyou ever notice me?
What if we are still in a relationship?
Would you smile to me?
thn i saw *HIM* of course.
he was back facing me lah.
went to canteen.
kop place,
went to buy food and drinks.
thn ate and drink loh.
went to find mr tan.
cannot find.
so we sat at the canteen thr,
and we did duty.
wanxin naughty gal.
nvr do duty...
thn went to class.
2 periods of eng.
go thru hol hw,
and talked abt magic shows....
and i was reading my book.
thn sing songs...
and thn eat sweets. -.-"
im naughty now... -.-"
1 period of sci.
talk abt atoms, ions loh.
drew mindmap.
thn got hw to do.
after tat went locker.
thn after tat go canteen.
tried to find rebecca.
cannot find her.....
she MIA liao le.
thn went to canteen with khadijah first.
after tat rebecca suddenly appeared behind me.
went to find mr tan after tat.
passed pe storeroom key to us.
thn rebecca went pe storeroom.
thn i go canteen.
do notice board..
th plastic thingy damn smelly loh.
tn wanted to walk towards th pe storeroom tat time,
kah fai kor suddenly run to canteen.
thn scare me.
so i moved bak...
thn... went to pe storeroom find rebecca.
shaoxuan was thr too.
thn after tat sx go liao,
me and rebecca started playing a fool.
and went to buy drinks.
went to find rennes.
talked to kf kor a lil.
asked rennes to enjoy her dc.
thn wentbak pe storeroom.
was being serious and clean up.
thn make until vry th nice...
cher, must credit th 2 of us okay?
thn went to find mr tan.
cannot find him.
so went to sit at canteen thr.
and did our stuffs.
i was reading my book.
thn rebecca doing math.
copying ans......
thn sx came.
and thn went to find cher.
sat outside general office.
talk talk for a while.
thn sx went to call dwight.
thn he left.
and waved to me.
so i waved bak loh.
thn rebecca asked me who is tat.
i said sx.
thn she say sh go say bye to him.
in th end she shout a lot of times,
he nvr hear.
thn we continue findin mr tan.
found him,
pass him key,
left sch.
rebecca went home.
i went McDonalds to eat.
thn chris was thr.
but didnt sit with him.
smiled to him, tats all.
coz he was with his frenz.
thn after tat,
gotthis four guys.
damn idiotic.
came to me....
and thn said: "can we have ur hp no?"
thn i was like: "for wat?"
th guys: "We want to ask u out mah."
me: "thn? go and find out urself. i got kor from ur sch."
th guys: "just give lah."
me: "you tell me ur names first. and gimme ur hp numbers first, thn i give u all."
th guys: "okay loh."
(thn they wrote their numbers and names on paper.)
me: "okay... my number is...."
th guys: "okay... bye bye."
thn i was like wth?
thn chris was like jealous...
thn msged him and ask him dun jealous.
so retarded right?
we so near, still nid sms.
thn went roam around wm after tat.
by myself.
thn chris dun even knw i left mac liao.
thn came home,
went park find them for a while.
and thn im home now le.
kays. nth liao le.
byes.
Someone talked about you,
In front of me.
And I started thinking about all the things that happened.
And also all the things you said to me.
I wonder if it is true anot.
I wonder....
A lot of questions are in my head.
When I was doing councillor duty,
And going to the canteen,
For recess,
I saw you.
And I wonder if you would ever notice me.
What if we are still in a relationship?
Wold you smile to me?
Or just ignore me like what you are doing.
I would rather you disturb me with *HIM*,
Or being in a relationship with you.
I dont want it to be like this.
Not talking to each other,
And ignoring each other.
Why is life so horrible?
I want a happy life.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 9:16 PM
The One & Only
hiie peeps.
currently uploading pics into my com.
so tat i can upload into my blogshop.
guess it shld be open by today bah.
when it's done le,
i will post agn.
hahas. zoey is with me now.
just now cry and come to me,
hug hug. lols.
hmm....
today morning went sch,
do math and eng.
thn math 1 period.
go thru math hw.
eng 2 periods.
talked abt newsletter thingy.
and hol hw only a few nvr leave any blanks.
i didnt leave any blanks,
instead,
i did one extra blank.
coz of editing. lols.
thn recess.
went to bookshop.
thn went to eat and drink.
ms ang saw me, rebecca, wanxin,
thn she say,
3 councillors go and ask all of them to leave th canteen now.
so we went loh.
thn went bak class,
and thn have sci.
one period of sci.
talked abt ions agn.
took turns to ans th qn.
by index number.
2 periods of mt.
go thru hol hw loh.
talked abt chi thingy.
2 periods of history.
talked abt chap 3? or 4?
i forget liao le.
shld be 3 bahs.
thn did ws.
and got hw.
ater tat went to canteen.
actually wan buy drink thn go opp de.
thn heard someone shout my name.
was wanxin.
asked me wan go west mall eat anot.
thn asked rebecca.
thn ask her going whr eat.
she say go mac.
and showed a M sign.
thn we communicated thru hand signs.
thn went to mac to eat.
ate w ivy, rebecca, wanxin.
thn played a fool thr.
wanxin and rebecca had a french fries fight.
thn i vry th guai...
nvr play fries with them.
2 councillors playing like tat.
thn me, ivy, wanxin,
sent rebecca to bus 852 thr.
thn waited for her go up bus.
she sit liao thn we wave like siao to her.
thn went to west mall library,
with wanxin only.
thn borrowed 4 books.
its such a miracle.
thn went out of west mall.
when walking,
umaa and marjaanaa shouted my name.
thn went bak west mall with them.
thn went popular and cards n such.
thn came home after tat.
showered and went online.
thn took picsfor my blogshop.
gonna to set up now.
kays. update agn ltr when its done. byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 8:47 PM
The One & Only
Hiie. im here to post le.
after busying with my blogshop,
and doing Chinese hol hw for...
Qing Hong, Wesley, Elvis, Calvin Yu...
blogshop shld be open by tmr bah.
if i can get everything ready.
but stocks are damn limited hor.
erm...morning, woke up 6.30am.
went to school....
thn nth much happened lah.
passed ws to umaa.
thn morning assembly,
take temp.
went to canteen at 8am.
thn assemble.
went to buy ice lemon tea.
chiong to finish th drink.
coz cannot bring up th bus.
we went to swissotel.
the AYG village.
abt 20 ppl went lah.
only got 2 sec 3s,
6 sec 2s,
and th rest all sec one le.
reached thr at abt 9plus.
thn toured around,
me, rebecca, khadijah,
took pic w a cow.
th 3 of us damn hyper lah.
thn played a game.
thn went to same place,
thn me, rebecca, khadijah, emmanuel, mr lam,
went fr extra tour :D
while th others all sitting on th floor...
waiting for us. lols.
thn went lobby.
took pics.
a lot of pics.
emmanuel keep taking loh. lols.
thn bus came,
went up and thn listen music,
and went bak sch.
went for art...
walked passed his class and saw *HIM*...
thn talked abt colours... -.-"
thn when going bak class,
i saw *HIM* agn. :D
went bak to class.
oen period of sci.
talked abt atoms agn.
damn blur...
thn i keep playing a fool w wesley. lols.
after class, went to find ms ang.
asked her why she find me.
thn she say i nvr do duty.
thn i was like i got do duty every week de loh.
how can she say i nvr do duty.
thn she say she will go and check agn.
so went to canteen.
ate chicken rice.
And when I was buying food,
I saw you....
And I was thinking.
What if we are still together now.
What will be our reaction to each other in school?
But why am I thinking about all this things?
I dont understand.
Why am I thinking about you again?
I dont want to think aout you anymore,
But Im still doing it.
The harder I try,
The more I cannot do it.
The wound is still unhealed.
No scars,
But a very deep wound.
okays. thn finish eating le.
stand at the vending machine thr finish our drink.
thn i was staring at *HIM*.
thn went bak home after tat.
actually, i shld say i went to find kors and chris first.
kays. tats all.
byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:21 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥