The One & Only 
hiie everyone readin this blog.
rachel here hor... nt my kor.
emo-ed for 9 days le...
see how long more i cn eom bah.
thou im "happy" in sch...
okays. abt today bah.
morning, go sch and nth much lah.
quite emo?
and thn chatted w khadi, fatin, ivy, syifaa.
morning assembly in class.
no temp taking.
goodgood.
read newspaper after tat.
MT (2 periods)
look at CA1 marks.
and i nid 0.6 more marks to A2! stupid!
and did corrections...
math (1 period)
did test.
didnt manage to finish.
i tink almost whole class didnt finish loh.
last qn do halfway loh...
sci (1 period)
go thru revision ws.
recess
eat and drink loh.
eng (2 periods)
go thru MYE 2008 paper.
geog (2 periods)
so called free periods.
didnt reali do anything.
calvin ho came to sit beside me... -.-"
thn i was reading my library book.
and thn he read w me.
and we commented on every pg...
so diaos rite.
after tat,
went to eat lunch,
thn played afool.
and thn me and rebecca went to our "America"
and thn i shouted to umaa:
"help me take my bottle here!"
take my bottle of green tea lah.
thn he suddenly appeared.
i was lyk oh sht.
so damn paiseh lahs...
thn wanted to go sci remedial.
some of us damn pissed w mr gan,
so nvr go.
stayed at 2e1 class room.
thn wesley and jj wrote *HIS* name on a fullscap paper,
and tell fowziya pass me,
and say got present for me.
at first i tot is th notes,
coz i tell wesley pass t me,
let me copy...
thn i open,
is *HIS* name.
im sucha idiot...
thn i juz went outside of class,
thn showed a signal to them.
thn th 2 of them laughing.
thn i ask them can tear anot,
mr gan in front of me,
ask me let him see.
i keep saying no.
i say private stuffs.
and thn i showed him and close.
a vry quick one.
is lyk so damn wat sia.
busybody...
and wats more is tat mr gan knw *HIM*...
thn th jj they all keep che wu here and thr...
opps... shldnt say anymore.
thn in class, i was emo lah.
whn remedial ended,
wesley passed me his notes,
thank a lot!
thn they keep asking y i emo.
and jj say: "come, i lend u my notes to copy, dun emo le"
thn i nvr ans anything.
thn wesley say: "everytime keep to urself, nvr share w me de"
i no ans also.
sry hor... was too emo.
thn all left,
leaving me, wanxin, khadi, rebecca in class.
rebecca and wanxin left after tat.
and me and khadi stayed for a while.
went mac after tat.
myleg super pain.
idk why... from ytd morning.
thn khadi cheered me up a lil.
thx!
went to popular after tat,
thn go may fashion w khadi.
and thn we went bak home loh.
and i went 7-11,
come home,
shower,
went to find kors, bf, kors' and bf's frenz.
no more le.
byes.
reply tags ltr or tmr bah.
byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 7:18 PM
The One & Only
morning go sch,
nvr take temp at th gate thr.
they only asked us if we got fever flu all those not.
i read book.
but kenna disturbed.
thn play play for a while.
thn did CR...
and continud to read my book.
this time no one come disturb me.
coz i seemed emo.
yes, i was emo.
thn whn Ms Chua ask us stand up thru th PA system,
Mrs Tan suddenly came in,
ask all of us go out.
and was asked t stand in 2 rows.
boys one row,
gals one row.
coz a gal from our class got HFMD.
thn they was disinfect our class.
when we going out,
they say th command liao loh.
and thn we quickly all stand at attention.
thn most ppl got sing and say.
coz Mrs Tan thr only. -.-"
whn we going out,
th sec 3s go look down from their class.
lyk wat lyk tat loh.
wth sia...
thn we was told t go toilet was our hands.
th gals went first.
thn whn we coming bak,
Mrs Tan "escorted" the boys t th toilet thr.
all th other sec 2 classes looking at us sia.
ohya. whn mrs tan said H,
i tot H1N1 sia.
scare me lah.
thn went in to th class whn all came bak.
gals got privilege.
th boys have t let us all go in first b4 they can go in.
thn mrs tan talked t us.
thn she go call Mdm Thilagam,
Mrs Thilagam... wth... all laughed.
Whn Mrs Tan go liao,
thn mdm thilagam talked t us.
recess tmr will be shifted bak,
recess on fri will be shifted forward,
thx t sec 3 and 4.
coz they have papers tmr and fri.
thn clash w our recess mah....
how i wish nvr change.
thn can see *HIM*
and there will be another cleaning agn,
during our recess loh.
Mdm Thilagam always kenna disturbed whn she talking t us de.
we got th NYAA form...
I dun even knw how to fill in lah..
for goodness sake.
Ms Tan came in whn bell ring,
ask us t check out geog CA 1 marks.
Sci (2 periods)
did revision loh.
thn me and waxin keep on calling Mr gan.
Mr gan, mr gan, mr gan, mr gan..
gan gan, gan gan, gan gan, gan gan..
its so damn diaos...
eng (2 periods)
read th passage for MYE 2008 paper.
i was reading my book all th way. thoughout th 2 whole periods.
whn 1st period end,
temp taking exercise agn.
thn cher continue reading passsge.
i read my book.
Ms Purana say she hyper today.
and crapped w us.
she say maybe coz of th 2 boiled eggs she ate this morning.
diaos....
recess
nth much loh.
eat bread, drink milo.
lit (1 period)
go thru MYE 2007 paper.
i bu shuang th marks for our skit loh.
we presented two times,
and i can also say its quite good.
i knw vry bu yao lian,
say own grp present gd.
but its true lah.
summore we 1st grp t present one time,
without any marks,
thn now present agn.
and our marks its lyk juz passed?
damn bu shuang lah.
got 19/30.
music (2 periods)
went AVA room loh.
went t toilet w umaa,
b4 th class came.
when we going bak t th AVA rm,
i saw *HIM*...
we watched high school musical 1.
almost all th gals singing along w it lah.
im one of them btw.....
thn was lyk enjoying th music.
after dismissal,
went t canteen,
eat lunch,
thn eat abt half a plate only,
dun feel lyk eating le.
no appetite to eat liao le.
thn got bak our d&t test.
got okok marks. 21/30.
thn i was lyk,
我又没有看错arh?
coz i nvr study,
i anyhow do th whole paper.
and i can get this kind of marks?
thn went for sci remedial.
go in 2e2 for th remedial.
so damn cramp in th class lah.
our class more spacious loh.
thn we all bu shuang.
thn wesley and Calvin yu go say his name,
after an announcment was made.
thn i was trying t make them shh.
coz Mr gan also knw *HIM* de.
thn went opp sch,
th bball court thr,
find junsheng w wanxin.
thn went t popular.
buy pens.
thn look at th discs.
thn went hm after tat loh.
okays. no more le. byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 6:34 PM
The One & Only
okays. im here t post today.
emo for 7 days liao le.
i knw its long....
thou i dun look emo in sch,
but im emo inside.
morning assembly in class.
took temp,
did CR.
PE (2 periods)
mr j. tan nvr come today.
stupid lah make me bring racket for nth.
ytd ask him he still ask us bring. wth.
thn mr aw came in for th 1st period.
second period Mrs lin came in.
class wasnt vry noisy.
thn its lyk so ???
Lit (1 period)
go thru th MYE 2007 paper.
recess
ate and drink.
did councillor duty.
mrs tan was thr also.
thn i said hiie t her,
she say gd morning. -.-"
DTHE (3 periods)
did theory all th way.
got slides, and ws.
mr siraj, thx for helping us summarise everything....
Math (2 periods)
some of them kenna scold coz of math file...
wasted some time on it.
thn suey suey cher ask me go up write my ans on board.
so wat if its excellent?
only my math is gd.
wat abt other subjects?
it all sux manzx...
sci (1 period)
go thru th revision paper.
lesson end le,
ms purana came at 2+ pm.
thn count our CA marks and others.
until abt 3pm.
thn i went locker.
rebecca went find cher,
thn go downstairs put her bag.
thn i wentstaff room there find her,
she nt thr, and ivy ask me pass chi file t wesley...
thn i went t do duty.
and its done liao le.. -.-"
thn i went t class,
wesley wasnt thr.
thn went outside staff room thr,
th round tables thr,
he was thr,
doing math file.
rebecca went hm to get her chi file liao lah.
thn i went t canteen.
and thn wrote some notes for sci.
thn wesley came and pei me lah.
thn yuan heng went t disturb senior.
thn me and wesley was lyk laughing all th way.
thx for making me so happy.
thn wesley say:
"u file dao so gd hor? 1 time can liao le. no corrections undone summore. next time must ask u help me file le."
thn i say y me? y not yuesheng or rebecca?
thn he say yuesheng wont help de.... -.-
thn after tat,
Kah Fai kor walked pass.
thn smiled t each other loh.
as usual.
thn me and wesley continued chatting.
rebecca came bak after tat,
thn asked me help her.
thn wesley keep on disturb me.
say wat hot hot hot de thingy.
thn kenna hit by me.
and thn he say vry pain. -.-"
vry chi dun lah.
so long thn react t th pain... diaos.
thn went t help her file liao,
she went t give cher,
and thn came down w syifaa. diaos.
thn we 5 walked out tgt.
thn me hit wesley agn.
he is damn horny lah.
for goodness sake.
thn went opp.
thn went hm.
missed 2 buses. -.-"
thn whn at th bubble tea shop,
we all laughed lyk siao.
thx for making me happy agn...
thn fatin shouted for mr siraj,
from opp sch to inside sch.
thn we all waved t mr siraj.
thn he waved bak and thn all laughed.
we are lyk siao.
and they all lyk horny lah...
okays. tats all. byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 9:33 PM
The One & Only
hi mei's frenz. her kors here. its all of us. not of one person. mei reali emo- ed for soo long sia. she still emo now loh. i knw she is happy in sch, but inside, she isnt reali happy de.
her emotions will be lyk emo, happy, emo, happy de. Just let her be bah. Try to cheer her up. we are trying to help her solve her problems one by one, but sad, we are not in the same school as her, so its vry diff.
hope u ppl can help t cheer her up and everything bah. we reali dunno how to cheer her up le. maybe only her *HIM* can cheer her up loh.
hmmm... okay bah. now our personal feelings bah. go in th order of her blog thr bah....
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Aaron here now. Yea. Mei vry emo now. Pls help us to talk her thru or cheer her up if you can bah. She now sitting at one side, dont care us like that de. We are just like invisible to her now. We give her food o eat or drink she also dont want. We aretelling her to think positive... But you know, its very difficult.
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AL here :D Mei ah mei. Pls lah. Kor beg you. Dont emo liao le. Dont like this. We very scared u knw? Stop emo emo liao le lah. Our frenz also keep asking why u nowadays lyk so emo de. Nvr play w us. Not hyper. And we dunno how to ans them. Pls lah. Dun emo le kay? Smile!!! :)
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Benjamin here~! Haix... see my dear mei lyk dis... I dunno wat to say lah. Everytime when she is emo, we can cheer her up. But this time round, we cannot. And we really gave up on cheering her up. And... We are really very very worried that she will do silly things again. Haix.
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Eugene is here. yalo. Mei is so damn emo. I dun like her emo! She emo no more fun fun le. She is the one tat give us all the hyperness. thou she say is we make her hyper de. lols. anws, whn we play tgt, thn we will have the hyperness. If nt, lyk nt tat fun le. Thou we keep complaining abt her screaming, but now, i reali miss her screaming leh...
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Im GR. just went to run with mei. And just came bak. So damn tired. All of us went with her. Thn use our bags t hide her laptop. lols. Summore we can run behind her wors. She run so fast today? Its lyk OMG? If we run at her speed from th start, we cannot even run finish w her loh. Run about 10 rounds around here. not in th park, but around th estate. its lyk so damn wat sia. one round is abt 1.6km? thn run 16km in total.....
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Yo! HG here! sian sian sian. mei is so so so emo! lols... im lyk repeating myself.... hahahas. okays. mei no moo dplay today. now wat she's doin? staring into nowhere, doing nth. yea, its a waste of time, but wat to do leh? let her be loh. so damn sian w her emo sia.
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hihi! im jason... i have got nth t say... wat i have t say is: MEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEER UP!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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hihi, jerome here. Yup... all i wish now is for mei t cheer up! someone help t cheer her up! her frenz, *HIM*, whoever, juz help t cheer her up! and i will be thankful to u. and mei ah mei, dun ever do silly stuffs hor.
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yoyoyo! jonathan (aka john) here! mei reali staring into nowhere and doing nothing now sia. why is she lyk dis sia. make us vry worried sia. yes, we are vry worried abt her. hopw she wont do it again. ppl who knw wat im toking abt, will knw wat is th it.... if u dunno, dun ask me. go and ask her. if she wanna tell, thn she will tell.
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JM here! xD my dear mei arh... quick quick cheer up! she staring into nowhere, and her bf is beside her, pei her and sitting there quietly beside her only. wanna see how they look like? i took a pic leh. maybe upload into this blog at hm bah. or maybe her second blog. maybe i shouldnt upload. ltr mei angry. she so emo liao le. ltr she angry thn worse loh. if she hyper, i still dare. shall not upload th pic bah.
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Kevin here nw... JM, u shldnt let anyone see. Mei dun wan let anyone see how her bf look lyk. 你就不要make her angry lah. juz keep th pic t urself. dun itchy hand and go upload hor. she so emo liao le loh.
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ello. KW here. sry ppl! reali cannot let u all see th pics lah. she ltr reali get vry angry. we die loh. lets not tok abt she emo lah. ltr make her more emo. com guess how old are all of us! lols. i so boliao.
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yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo! RY is here. as u can see, im hyper, but dare not too hyper in front of mei. she so emo thn ltr i so hyper. its lyk so wrong lah. and and and, mei and her bf sit tgt lyk dis look vry pei leh.
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hello~ Wilson here now. RY ah... they 本来就是pei de mah. opps. shouldnt say this. coz mei.... loves *HIM*... and nvm... maybe isaid th wrong thing bah. maybe i said th correct thing. lols.so wuliao...
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okays. guys, tats all we are gonna post today bah. mei dun emo le! byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 5:50 PM
The One & Only
okays... i emo-ed...
for 6 days...
yea... im soo pro.. tyty.
even kors can give up on cheering me up.
see how "pro" i am.
today,
went sch, check if gt working thermometer.
thn went t class.
read vocab.
went t hall...
thn after a while,
they ask us go bak class.
super diaos can?
thn went bak t class,
me and rebecca joked.
coz ltr if one person kenna,
thn in hall will spread t whole sch.
thn in class, only spread in class.
got lesser ppl.
its lame i knw.
thn took temp.
thn they give instructions thru PA system.
thn whn mdm t wan tok, they tok also.
th whole class laughed.
thn sing national anthem,
say pledge, sit down,
read newspaper.
actually shld be sing liao thn take temp de.
MT (2 periods)
counted as free period bah.
checked CA marks.
help rebecca do wb corrections.
help cher giv out ws.
eng (1 period)
did vocab test.
recess
eat and drink loh.
joked around.
went locker take chi file.
geog (2 periods)
cher gave free periods.
did sci hw.
and math hw....
and passed letter.
IPW (1 period)
free period also.
th boys was lyk folding paper planes,
throwing around?
thn calvinho sat beside me,
kenjie in front,
loga in front of calvin ho.
thn they go make stupid equations.
for example: boy + gal - condom = AIDS.
thn was lyk so damn wat?
pass letter w loga, jj, calvin ho.
sci (2 periods)
go thru revision paper.
and set "remedial" day.
which is this wed.
thn continued passing letter.
VE (2 periods)
did th survey thingy.
thn do some math.
tats all for today bah.
byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:38 PM
The One & Only
hiie. okays. im here to post.
haix..
didnt slp at all last night.
vry th tired and emo now....
went t tuition.
12 to 2pm...
cher let me go at 1.45pm.
went t wm.
go popular buy pens,
went buy bubble tea,
thn went home.
come home liao,
went t find kors.
haix.... i emo-ed all th whole while.
i cried too.
yes... im crying this few days.
so wat?
i emo-ed for this few days.
so wat?
i told them all my problems.
for now,
i tink th only person in BVSS knw my prob bah.
which is wanxin.
i cried alot.
i cried th whole night ytd.
i cant slp.
haix... nth else t say le.
byes.
reply of tags:
russ: thx for ur tag bak bah. i tagge u bak too... next time see me must shout my name de. if nt idk one. me blur sotong.... -.-"
zhenfong: thx for ur tag too....
iivy: received th email liao le. thx for inviting...
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 9:21 PM
The One & Only
came t post while waiting for my slow IE.
its damn slow one can.
morning,
woke up at 9.30.
but slack slack on th bed until 10.30.
i pro rite? jkjk
haix....
went t shower,
thn went t bus stop,
wait for bus and thn went mrt station,
th platform thr,
find khaliesa.
we went t JE library.
thn instead of studying,
i was using th com th whole while.
coz i brin my laptop along. -.-"
thn after tat,
went t vending machine buy food and drinks.
i was so greedy kay.
coz i hungry lah.
cnt blame me.
we met at 11.45am juz nw lah.
thn we left at abt 1.45pm.
zun zun 2h thr.
thn took mrt t BB.
ate lunch at macdonalds.
thn i went arcade,
khaliesa went dunno whr t find her frenz.
played bball and DDR at arcade.
my bball totally sux now lah! :(
DDR was okok.
but bball sux lah.
playing at bball court more fun...
thn came hm,
chat chat on com for a while,
thn went t park thr find kors, and squid.
didnt reali play much lah.
as u knw,
i was emo..................
thn came hm at 6.30pm lyk tat.
thn went out for dner at clementi.
thn after dner,
i went t th open space thr and sit.
emo-ing thr lah.
thn sms w Kah Fai kor.
thn went t bt timah shopping centre.
went fairprice finest. sianz...
thn came hm.
and i 1st one t go in hse,
and thn everyone still outside th hse,
i in room liao.. -.-"
used com loh...
until now...
tats all. byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 2:12 AM
The One & Only
hiie people.
im here to post.
Aaron kor posted ytd.
SO WHAT IF I'M EMO THIS FEW DAYS?
SO WHAT IF I DID CRY AND DIDN'T ADMIT YTD?
SO WHAT IF I LOOK STRONG AND ISN'T IN THE INSIDE?
SO WHAT IF I'M EMO?
SO WHAT IF HE DOESNT CHERISH ME?
SO WHAT IF I'M NOT FIT TO BE WITH HIM?
SO WHAT IF IM HYPER?
SO WHAT IF I CAN'T BE MY HYPER SELF?
SO WHAT IF I DON'T HAVE *HIM*?
SO WHAT IF I HAVE A LOT OF PROBLEMS?
SO WHAT IF I HAVEN'T GOT OVER MY PARENT'S DIVORCE?
SO WHAT IF I THINK OF DOING THOSE SILLY THINGS AGAIN?
SO WHAT IF MY LIFE IS TERRIBLE?
no one cares abt it.
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this is rachel's kor..... Benjamin... mei arh mei. dun think this way lah. you will lead a gd life de. haix...
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This is Aaron. Mei is still moody... D: We want the hyper her sia... She don't want hyper hyper. who the f*** made her so sad sia.
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this is RY.... Ya loh. But Aaron arh... rmb what mei said? No f words hor. oops i juz said f... jkjk. no harm no harm. Mei.... Don't emo anymore! Pls lah. I beg you!!! Be happy happy leh. and hyper too!!!!
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AL here. dun wan say my full name. :( mei moody. not fun. not hyper. why is this happening to mei sia. Now we vry scared got any sharp stuffs tat she can use t hurt her around her le loh. after she so moody for a few days. mei ah mei. you wanna moody until when sia.
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this is Wilson here... Haix... We all can get moody coz mei moody sia. She... nvm... Why emo emo emo? I wan her hyper hyper hyper sia. We wan hyper when she emo also cannot. we vry scared she will.... nvm...
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Jerome here~ No hyperness in all of us now. wan hyper also cannot. its all emo-ness nw. mei uh mei. 不要再 emo le lah. You emo thn no fun here de.
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Eugene here now... mei ah. quick be your hyper self agn. dun wan emo self. wan HYPER side of u... I agree w Aaron. *HE* dun cherish u its his problem. you are such a gd gal. Can be proven by us... We introduced a lot of our guy frenz t u... and, frankly speaking, quite a lot of them did have a crush on you... They told us themselves de.
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Kevin is here............. yup... mei... It's true. Quite a lot of them have a crush on you. Think positively, live your life to th fullest, yes, you will gain from it. I agree being w a guy you dun have feelings for isn't reali happy... but he is reali a gd guy. develop ur feelings for him bah.
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GR here nw... haiz.... mei is so moody loh. Not fun one. play also not reali vry hyper. whn she is too hyper, we complain. nw, i reali miss her hyper self. all her screamings and everything.
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HG here nw bah. thou she is playing, but i knw inside her heart, she isn't enjoyin it at all. she is hurt in her heart...
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Johnathan (John) here nw. she put me as john in her blog bah. coz whn i tag, i put as john de. okays. enough of this crap thing. yup. mei is definitely damn moody dis few days. she may look happy on th outside, but we knw she isnt reali happy on th inside.
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I'm Jason... mei stop being so moody le can. dun fake t be happy in front of us. it will make us feel worse leh. if u aint happy, juz let it be. dun fake. it will make urself and us feel worse....
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KW here.... mei ah.... yes, we cant stop u from wat u wanna do. but i hope u will heed our advices. thou it's not always right and wat u wanna do, but... its better thn doing those silly stuffs, and ending ur life.
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JM is here nw... i juz have one thing to say. i shld say two. okays... first thing: I agree w th others. second thing: MEI! CHEER UP!
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okays... we shall end this post here bah... bye bye~!
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 4:20 PM
The One & Only
ello mei's frends. Aaron posting here. Sian... Mei emo this few days. Didn't meet her for two or three days le. Sry, can't really rmb. I got stm de. Same as mei. She emo emo emo emo emo emo. Keep on emo emo de. Not fun one. On the phone with her now. She say she isn't crying, but can hear from her voice that she is. She may look strong on the outside, but she isn't really as strong as you people think.
Mei ah mei, why emo? Be your happy self. We want the hyper hyper you. It's so much more fun to play with you when you're hyper. Your dear Boyfriend also complaining you too emo nowadays. He say he want to cheer you up but don't know how. He keep asking me how to cheer you up. Mei, quick be your hyper self again. Me no want your emo side... Come and meet us leh. Talk through phone not nice de. We all miss you leh. He don't know how to cherish you lah. Such a good girl, nice girl in front of him only, he don't want.
Mei, don't worry... You don't have him, but you still have us. Kors are always here for you. Your dear boyfriend, and all out friends are always here for you. Look for us, tell us your problems, and we all will help you. You can tell your two kors in your school also. But I know you don't tell them all your problems....
I know your life is terrible. But please don't ever think of doing those silly things le... You still hve us. It's not worth it losing your life for love and personal problems. Although you say you've got over your parents' divorce, but I know you haven't...
Shall not say anymore things here. Mei, cheer up! Byes.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 10:21 PM
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hiie people...
here t post nw.
freaking bored.
my mood now is okok.
not reai emo lah.
but u see hor,
now i happy happy,
ltr emo emo liao le.
dun wan me emo,
dun let me rmb stuffs,
lyk die, cut...
and many others too.
didnt reali catch any slp ytd.
cant slp...
yes, i did cry,
on th phone w benjamin kor,
he posted ytd i knw.
dun remind me of those stuffs anymore,
or i will get super super emo.
benjemin kor,
thx for comforting me,
and is by my side whn i nid comfort.
and also thx for accompanying me until 3am plus.
kor, i love you ~
thx sooo much.
thou i did tink of doing th same thing agn,
but thx t benjamin kor.
wanxin,
thx for comforting me too.
thou its juzt thru msn.
i love you too.
gonna go find kor ltr.
but if im reali too emo,
thn.. i wont go.
kors, kors' frenz, squid, and wanxin,
dun worry...
i haven got wat i wan,
i will live my life t th fullest bah.
but if reali there are too many problems,
i cant promise tat.
i knw a lot of ppl care for me.
a lot of ppl love me.
yes, tats wat i wan,
but wat i wan is happiness...
so wat if i get th things,
(lyk wanxin jealous i get bags etc.)
but am i reali happy?
im not...
rmb this one thing.
wealth cant buy happiness.
happiness is deep from ur heart,
when u are reali happy,
u reali are.
mine are just...
fake happiness?
yes, not all,
but most.
okays...
enough of all this things.
of course,
im nt gonna tell everyone abt my probs.
only kors, kors's frenz, squid, squid's frenz knw...
and maybe some of my frenz knw some...
okays. byes.
reply of tags;
Wanxin: is sweetheart, nt darling. u thn her darling lah. tats me... of course whn im emo no fun... but if my problems cnt be solved, and i have sooo much problems, how can i nt be emo? i wanna get hyper and mad too. but... haix. nvm. *fakes smile* since u wan me smile..
iivy: diaos... okays.
♥ Emilia: machine gun.... dots..
zhenfong: me and him is impossible bah... its just all impossible. anws, thx for ur tag too.
iivy: okays... finally u done w it le..
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 4:32 PM
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Everlasting Love♥