The One & Only 
I feel like screaming this instance.
i want to say 'I hate you' to someone.
(dun ask me who. tyvm. coz i hate tat person too much to mention his damn name.)
nvm. dun care him already.
kays. i didnt slp the whole night ytd.
was thinking the whole night. abt alot alot of things.
and was making a decision on smth.
actually, more thn a decision.
but a few. sighs.
went to westmall jux now.
arcade.
which means ddr and bball.
yes, i played alot.
hoping to overtire myself.
and not tink anymore.
but, no it didnt overtire me.
not only do i hate tat guy,
i hate myself too.
i feel like doing smth right now.
but, sighs. nvm...
well, running away from problems.
sighs.
does crying even help?
i doubt so...
i have been crying so much lately.
I think you should know who you are.
I told you to come read already. So yeap.
Thanks for your comfort, care and concern.
Thanks for lending me a shoulder to cry on,
When Im sad.
Thanks for listening to me rant,
Although it doesnt concern you.
I dont know, if I did the right thing,
To get back with you,
When I love HIM.
I dont want me, or you to get hurt.
I know its hard,
To cheer me up,
But you didnt give up on cheering me up.
Thank you so much.
Sorry if I hurt you,
In the past.
To ____:
Do you know that I love you,
more than I love myself?
I really hope I could tell you,
'I Love You'.
But I cant.
I dont want to lose you as a friend.
Im so afraid,
we cant even be friends,
or kor and mei.
I dont want the friendship/relationship to end,
just like this,
in a second,
Just because i confessed...
Not to anyone:
I wonder why,
Guys are always doing this?
Why are girls always the victim?
Sweet talks. woah?
I had enough of all the sweet talks already.
Not the first time,
Not the second time,
Not the third time,
Its much much more than that.
Why is it that I always get taken in?
When it has happened before?
Why is it that I'm so stupid?
Why?!?!
I really hate myself alot alot.
How I wish,
I could end my life,
This instance,
I really really want to.
Yes, I'm trying to run away from problems.
I dont want to face it.
I cant face it.
Breaking down when there's a problem.
I know I'm useless.
With me or without me in this world,
Its still the same.
I'm really afraid,
That I would be taken in again,
I dont want it to happen again.
I hate myself,
for being emotional.
I hate myself for my stupidness.
I hate myself,
For who I am.
Some people told me:
'Be happy when you have so much money to spend.'
But can wealth buy happiness?
No, it cant at all!
Can everything end right now?
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 6:00 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥