The One & Only 
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart.
Remember in your honesty my pride.
If you dont want to see me, please dont hide
The truth, yet tell it with some art.
Though you may not have asked for me to call,
A single leap of hope must be allowed.
Not easily are shy songs sung out loud.
Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.
Chrysanthemums are clear in morning air.
How can you see them now? The sun's asleep.
All my words of love must bloon in darkness.
Day cannot come because I cannot speak.
How can I tell you what I feel for you?
When I think of you my feelings twist inside
As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few,
And turned and turned them tight and tangles. I've tried
Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sk,
The wind that takes me where I want to go,
The sweet incense tat makes me feel so high
That loving you seems all I need to know.
But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute,
Empty as a wrinkled paper bag.
You wont believe it! Better I stay mute
Than offer you clinches that make you gag.
And yet I wish to tell you of y love,
If only love its own locks remove!
I dont know why my feelings are so srtong.
Its as if some giant crane jerked me aloft
And swings me through the softness of the night.
I dont blame you if you're scared, for so am I.
It's as if I'm deep beneath the sea:
Though life is vivid, I can hardly breathe.
Free me from my anguish; come with me!
The two of us can wing across our skies
Gliding where we will in joy and love.
I have a monster crush on you,
A super-dinosaur!
It sts upon my chest and throat
And yet I beg for more.
When you're away I miss you so
My heart is full of sand.
Yet when you're here my stupid fear
Wont let me touchyour hand.
I cannot sleep, I cannot eat,
Im so wrapped up in you.
My thoughts drift u, away from words,
And fade into the blue.
I know this crush is not your fault;
The dinosaur is mine.
Yet if you could, please rescue me,
And put your arms around me, and hold me,
And say you love me, and oh, god, would that be good.
I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you.
You're the star far from my plain earth.
I gaze and see no one who's above you:
To me you are the cynosure of worth.
Yet with all your beauty you're a person
Like me in need of sympathy and love.
Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen
If I in some way tried your heart to move.
There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection
That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face,
Thinks you are the summit of perfection,
Wants nothing more of life than your perfection,
Wants nothing more of life than your embrace.
The danger is you'll think it couldnt be;
So I suggest you see yourself through me.
Perhaps its far too early to reveal
A feeling not yet ready to be love.
The light of dawn, through hesitant, is real;
Real as well the hopes that time will prove.
I dance across the meadows of my heart
Carrying doubts that mingle joy and fear.
I know Im half myself when we're apart;
All I want is with me when you're near.
Saying what Im now about to say
Is lke standing poised upon a cliff.
It seems like just an ordinary day,
But my future is suspended on an if.
To me you're an extraordinary friend:
You've transformed who I am, my being's core.
I would not for my life want this to end,
But now I want to ask for something more.
I love you, and I hope that you love me;
But if you dont that way, please dont go.
Although I want to love you physically,
Your wishes will command me, once I know.
I must speak now, whatever you may do;
I do not want to lose a gift like you.
A teenage girl's first crush is...well, crushing.
Her body isnt hers, nor is her mind.
She finds herself shivering, shaking, blushing,
Weak, tormented, sick, and going blind.
And why? Because some guy might look her way,
Then casy his eyes as quickly to the ground;
Some special one, for reasons she cant say,
Whose voice makes her feel faint when h's around.
But now my crush on you has been returned,
And so the two of us stand on some brink:
It cant be love so young, and yet we've learned
Love does its will, no matter what we think.
Slowly, slowly now--we mustnt rush:
Lets enjoy this first sweet teenage crush.
I dont expect you soon to love me,
Nor are my own feelings clear.
Passion is the ornate entrance
To a world we crave and fear.
We cannot know where this will take us,
Nor whether we will ride for long,
But pleasure is the overture
That flows into the larger song.
So come with me with open mind
And heart, and we the time will prove
With laughter and with joy unfettered,
And, perhaps, someday with love.
Its amazing how I feel when Im around you,
How my heart pounds when you come into a room.
I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!
And everything I am bursts into bloom.
I feel as though you must, you must be mine,
Not as a possession but a goal,
Something almost unimaginable:
The free devotion of another soul.
As though I were about to enter heaven
Or just within the hour condemned to die,
My mind with one fierce thought keps running over,
Wih you, and only you, the reason why.
My mood is like a cloudy noon
Waiting for the sun,
Or like a sailing ship that cant
Set sail without the tde.
I fidget in my emptiness,
Not knowing where to run;
Yet when you're near I cant explain
Whats going on inside.
Its too bad feelings swim so deep,
Too deep for anyone
To grasp them as they squiggle through
And take them for a ride.
Your eyes wont let my thoughts go back to sleep.
Your words draw me across 2000 miles.
I dont know you at all, and yet I know
You're better than my friends of many years.
The days I spent with you are like a tape
I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play.
Whenever I remember something new,
I feel as though you touched me on the cheek.
I miss you as the grass awaits the wind,
Or as the morning sky awaits the sun.
Although I look for you in every doorway,
I find only the darkness in my heart.
It’s so hard to say “I love you,” and not draw back in tears,
It’s so hard to know that you’re not there to help me face my fears.
It’s so hard to know the phone’s at reach, but I cannot hear your voice,
It’s so hard to know that this time breaking up was now my choice.
It’s so hard to see you laughing when I’m crying deep inside,
It’s so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It’s so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard.
It’s so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you,
It’s so hard to think that you night fall in love with someone new.
It’s so hard to not start crying when I hear your favourite song,
It’s so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It’s so hard to live without you, if I only would have known.
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.
It’s so hard to know that you’re not there to help me face my fears.
It’s so hard to know the phone’s at reach, but I cannot hear your voice,
It’s so hard to know that this time breaking up was now my choice.
It’s so hard to see you laughing when I’m crying deep inside,
It’s so hard to just find feelings and now have to make them hide.
It’s so hard to live without you, when I need you more than words,
To want to scream how much I love you but hold back and not be heard.
It’s so hard to go to sleep at night when I cannot dream of you,
It’s so hard to think that you night fall in love with someone new.
It’s so hard to not start crying when I hear your favourite song,
It’s so hard to sit and wonder, where did I go wrong?
It’s so hard to live without you, if I only would have known.
I will never love another, I would rather be alone.
All I ever wanted is in you:
Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.
I want to give and to be given to
So I might feel myself flow through the years
Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you.
My fear is like a wall I walk right through.
The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me.
I need it still, and yet I still need you.
I know someday we will be in a field
Surrounded by the blessing of the sky.
I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy,
Needing you without a reason why.
But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you,
That you might not accept my desperate need.
You make me laugh and cry and be completely.
You are the flower, I the slender reed.
I look at you and think: I cannot live
Without you; you're the person of my dreams.
Of course I know I can, but I must give
My heart room to tell it as it seems.
Romance must have a language fit for feeling
More than fits between the earth and sky.
For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling:
My love goes down too deep and flies too high.
So when I say I cannot live without you,
Know I can't imagine so much pain;
And when I claim to always dream about you,
Well, know the moon is happy once again.
The sun reveals cold truths for all to see,
But I must light my love with poetry.
Little do you know how much you love me,
For there can be no faith without desire.
Little does your pleasure feel the fire
That burns beneath your cool avoidance of me.
You know no ease or ecstasy above me,
No balm so rich in all that you require,
No breast so full on which you may expire,
Satisfied that in your joy you've moved me.
My love for you is such that I will wait
Until in pain or passion you turn towards me,
Full of need that needs my knowing art.
My yearning for your love will not abate,
Though not one single word or thought rewards me,
And I must dwell unnoticed in your heart.
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life’s sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there’s nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks…
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can’t be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life’s sweet mystery!!
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life’s sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there’s nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heart
And not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks…
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can’t be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life’s sweet mystery!!
I know that you don't feel for me
The way I feel for you.
We're friends, I value that,
There's nothing you need do.
But as a friend I need to tell you
What is in my heart.
An unsaid truth is like a wall,
Keeping us apart.
My love for you will go nowhere,
Will just remain with me.
I'll hold it in my quiet arms
And feel it constantly.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
I fear the loss more than I trust the gain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.
Nor do I have the courage to bestow
My love on you, that you might see me plain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
I fear your presence like an undertow
That drags me out unready, trite, inane.
You are my love. I will not let you go.
And yet when you are near I feel you glow
Like sunlight dancing through my windowpane.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
Empty but for you, I cannot show
You anything of interest I contain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.
I am a box within a box, safe so.
Sealed from self, I hide from your disdain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
You are my love. I will not let you go.
When I fall in love, I want to be with him always;
In happiness, to smile with him, and be the one to hug him near.
In sadness, to cry with him, and be the one to dry his tears.
When I fall in love, I will spend my every moments with him
And catch each Moment in its Eternally Lovely Form.
When I fall in love, I will miss him the very moment I say ‘goodbye’
And my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello’
When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away
And I will be strong and brave once again.
When I fall in love, I want him to be happy always, ever
And feel like the happiest person of them all…
Because that’s what I will feel,
When I fall in love,
With him.
In happiness, to smile with him, and be the one to hug him near.
In sadness, to cry with him, and be the one to dry his tears.
When I fall in love, I will spend my every moments with him
And catch each Moment in its Eternally Lovely Form.
When I fall in love, I will miss him the very moment I say ‘goodbye’
And my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello’
When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away
And I will be strong and brave once again.
When I fall in love, I want him to be happy always, ever
And feel like the happiest person of them all…
Because that’s what I will feel,
When I fall in love,
With him.
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 8:19 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥