The One & Only 
hiie ppl.
im back t postin after 2 days!
ytd wasnt reali in th mood t post.
coz of a damn freaking idiotic guy.
everything also me me me!!!!
dun wanna tok bout sad things le.
ltr i go into bad mood again.
i wanna thank kah fai,
for comfortin me,
and th drink and tissues.
ily! ♥
do you love me too???
(mei's love for kor)
i also wanna thank wanxin and rebecca,
for making me laugh.
ilyt! ♥
do you love me too??
(eeyore's love for piglet)
(rachie darling's love for becky darling!
today had class cheer practice,
and also th interview.
but th interview very pathetic.
no one came, sad loh.
thn class cheer,
had some problems.
PROBLEMS ARE EVERYWHERE NOW!!!!!!!!
haix... sianzx.
seriously, i hate life.
i heard tt yuan heng caused some problems.
thn fatin go siao.
she as lyk hitting th tables and doing stupid things.
she went siao luhhs.
thn khadijah cried.
iffah cried a lil too.
haix... why is this happening every year?
y cant we juz hab a gd cheer practice?
LIFE IS SO TERRIBLE!
haix... problems here and there.
fyi, im going into a bad mood liao le....
haix..
y m i always thinkin bout all those things?
and they are all stupid things....
haix...
stress (1) + stress (2) + stress (3) + stress (4) + stress (5) + sadness (1) + sadness (2) + sadness (3) sadness (4) + sadness (5) + hatred (1) + hatred (2) = depressed/ depression.
askin wat is this all about?
i will tell u...
stress (1) = studies/ tests
im vry scared for my sci and geog common test.
stress (2) = SL things
coz of th stupid guy... everything also me. haix.
stress (3) = HIM...
shld i confess to him? does he knw? haix........
stress (4) = some personal stuffs.
its personal, so cnt tell. its too open t tell in my blog.
stress (5) = class cheer
having a lot of conflicts around. coz of some damn ppl.
sadness (1) = HIM...
haix.. is he by my side whn i need him? do he knw wat m i tinkin of nw? haix...
sadness (2) = personal stuffs
im stressed coz of it, of course im sad bout it too.
sadness (3) = stress!!!
coz of th sress im havin nw, so it cause all th sadness
sadness (4) = coz of th damn freaking idiotic guy
he made me cry ytd u knw?
sadness (5) = eng common test results.
gt quite low. altho i passed, bt it is juz pass oni.
hatred (1) = IPW thing!!!
i hate th damn freaking grp loh. i hate th teacher!
hatred (2) = damn freaking idiotic guy
he made me hate him. actually i was ok w him, but he made me HATE him. fyi, its HATE, nt dun lyk. juz coz of a stupid same lil thing and he scolds me? im nt his dog. he hab no right t order me, he hab no right t scold me, he hab no right t raise hs voice at me, he hab no right t shout at me. he is juz a sec 3 guy, which is one year older thn me? he isnt th boss! even if he is, he hab no right t do it! He is damn unreasonable!!!!!!!!!! TOTALLY UNREASONABLE!!!! what right does he hab to do all those things? just coz me and rebecca change th venue (as ms gopal told us t do so), he scold us, and blame us. its lyk so wat luhhs. and thn he told me t do th qns, and i did. just dat its last min. but at least i did right? he didnt even tell me t do th template at all! and he said he did! he didnt at all! But i drew it out for him. at least i made th effort t do it! he was lyk questioning me? as if im a criminal. it feels v sad inside loh. its lyk... everything is my fault? wat if its him? how would he feel if someone is doin this to him? im lyk being scolded for nth? he raised his voice at me. even my mum dun scold me luhhs... and he is doin this. he is very very very unresonable! im a human too! im nt a superman or watever. i nidda study for common test, i nidda do my hw, i nidda rest too! lyk he dun nid luhhs. if he is nt happy, why nt do it himself? its damn freaking stressful one luhhs. He scold me lyk no body's business luhhs. he still cn smile and laugh, while im feeling freaking sad inside? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE IN MY PLACE? ASK YOURSELF THIS! (THIS IS FOR TH DAMN FREAKING IDIOTIC GUY). im already in bad mood after th test. and he is lyk making it even worse? I TOTALLY HATE HIM MANZX.
y is all this things happening to me?
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
y are all th stupid qns revolving around my head?
haix.... cant it jus go away?
y is my life lyk dis?
cant he feel th love i hab for him?
y is god doing this to me?
y is god making life difficult for me?
whr is th happiness i wan?
y isnt he by my side whn i nid him?
y m i so stressed coz of stupid things?
y is life so terrible?
y m i putting my hopes on HIM?
its a stupid thing t do...
y do i lead such a bad life?
cant i just be a happy gal?
and get all th troubles out of my head?y
do ppl hab happy family?
y dont i hab one?
whenever i hear ppl talking bout siblings, parentS,
i feel so sad deep inside.
im from a single parent family.
i dont hab any siblings.
y is my life making me hate myself?
m i havin nice life in dreams instead of real life?
y cant my dreams come true?
but... EVERYTHING IS JUST A DREAM!
WILL IT COME TRUE?
IT WONT!
hw i wish tt IT WASNT A RUMOUR,
hw i wish IT WAS TRUE!
i wan t lead a happy life!
but why cant i have one?
why is life so stressful?
why is tat so?
why cant everything jus end now?
how i wish it could!
LIFE IS FILLED WITH HATRED
LIFE IS FILLED WITH STRESS
LIFE IS FILLED WITH SADNESS
LIFE IS FILLED WITH SORROW
WHY ISNT IT FILLED WITH HAPPINESS?
i may look happy on th outside,
bt am i reali happy?
IM NOT!
why is this so?
COZ OF STRESS, SADNESS, HATRED, AND SORROWS.
IT HAS LACK OF HAPPINESS.
haix... i pathetically hate my life nw.
ONCE AGAIN,
I WANT TO THANK KAH FAI, WANXIN, and REBECCA!
I LOVE YOU! <3
♥ My L 爱 V E For You Stops @ 3:56 PM
Student Councillor
Everlasting Love♥